A month! A whole month has gone by! Time is weird, isn't it? Moods are weird, aren't they? I mean, I've had a reasonably productive and enjoyable day today, and yet, and yet... The black mood is hovering - and I don't know why! Not the expected monthly low spell (that should have been last week) So, what then? I find myself flirting with the attraction of mortality - the blinking out of life can seem morbidly attractive in such a mood. No, no, not really (really?)

I wonder what tomorrow will bring (This too shall pass....)